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[Aug. 19th, 2004|10:14 pm] |
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| | Manhattans - Shining Star (80's Now Dot Com!) | ] |
Today was really great.
I got out of bed really early because I had terrible stomach cramps.
I feel sad, because Sarah and Britney are complete bitches. They told everyone I have an STD, just because I slept with both of their boyfriends on Saturday night.
I'm so hardcore. Me and Buzz went to the mall today, and I stole a whole heap of stuff. I got a Good Charlotte CD, a couple of DVDs and some new boots. Buzz got caught, but he fought his way out, and then we stole some lady's car and smashed it into a phone booth.
Last night I had to shave my entire body. Apparently, the lice that I caught from Amanda's friend are really hard to get rid of. I look quite strange with no hair and eyebrows. I'd post pictures, but my webcam is broken.
I want to tell the world that I love you all! You're all so special to me!
I am updating this journal for the first time in ages, because I've been in prison.
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! I'm so ugly. Don't look at my photos pleeeeeze.
I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.
I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, which makes me different enough to be interesting, but the same as all the other cool people with bipolar disorder.
You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you you're a moron.
That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this poem I wrote. It's about my friend Robert, who has bipolar disorder. Just like me. And Heidi.
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[Jul. 8th, 2004|07:53 pm] |
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| | Die Aerzte - Rebell | ] |
A little while ago I stumbled over this neat little webgame: http://www.isketch.net/
I have been playing there for a while and it a lot of fun. It is such a simple game and you can pop in for fifteen minutes, play one or two games and then leave again. I am still trying to figure out how to draw the word "architect". Maybe my father could help with that - since he is one. Papa has been promising to come visit me in New York since August last year, but keeps postponing it for a multitude of reasons..... And my sister would have come here by now, but traveling across the ocean with a 2 year old doesn't sound like a fun prospect to her. So she keeps telling me how much she would love to visit me, but she wouldn't go anywhere without little Björn.... |
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[Jul. 8th, 2004|07:37 pm] |
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| | Bad Religion - Come join us | ] |
I am lacking a lot of energy these days, due to the change of medication. The new medication is supposed to ensure that I do not feel as beatdown and worn out as I felt the past days, but all it does at the moment is make me feel just like that. Alex says that I should listen to my doctor and just stick with it - but spending my days feeling drowsy and unable to concentrate is just a pain.
The only good thing that came out of this is that Alex is stopping by every evening to ensure that I take the damn medication and am doing alright - which is very sweet of her. I miss spending time with her, but working is eating her up. Some days we manage to go out for lunch together. I cherish every minute with her. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2004|02:26 am] |
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| | Voodoo Glow Skulls-Here Comes the Sun | ] |
Which powerpuff character are you? Click the picture :) |
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[Jul. 5th, 2004|09:26 pm] |
Being a copycat I took that Belief-O-Matic test too:
1. Secular Humanism (100%)
2. Unitarian Universalism (99%)
3. Liberal Quakers (85%)
4. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (84%)
5. Nontheist (83%)
6. Theravada Buddhism (68%)
7. Neo-Pagan (62%)
8. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (51%)
9. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (47%)
10. Taoism (46%)
11. Reform Judaism (46%)
12. Bahá'í Faith (44%)
13. New Age (42%)
14. Jehovah's Witness (38%)
15. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (38%)
16. New Thought (38%)
17. Orthodox Quaker (33%)
18. Sikhism (33%)
19. Mahayana Buddhism (32%)
20. Scientology (32%)
21. Seventh Day Adventist (24%)
22. Hinduism (19%)
23. Jainism (18%)
24. Eastern Orthodox (17%)
25. Islam (17%)
26. Orthodox Judaism (17%)
27. Roman Catholic (17%)
The Secular Humanist fits me quite well, especially as it goes along well with my own belief of being an Atheist. The fourth item on the list is actually a description of the environment I grew up in. My Mother though is a Roman Catholic, as are my italian grandparents. Luckily, my mother never tried to impress her religious believes on us. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2004|06:52 pm] |
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| | Nerf Herder-Jenna Bush Army | ] |
I had people ask me why I use the name Niyati for this livejournal. Well, Niyati was a MUSH of mine and originally I created this Livejournal username to write comments into the livejournal of a friend I met on said MUSH. Being lazy I did not want to create a new Username and just stuck with this one.
Niyati is hindu and means "fate". But that character is gone now. The MUSH I was playing her at is apparently closing down in 10 days. It was a horrible place anyway. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2004|06:43 pm] |
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| | Propagandhi-With Friends Like These Who The Fuck Needs Cointelpro (-=RantRadio Punk=- The Virtual Mo | ] |
So... there I am starting a livejournal. I have decided to keep it in english, to allow both my old friends from Germany as well as my new friends from the US to share my thoughs. Still, you might find me rambling in my native language here..... Time will tell..
Been feeling rather tired the past days and quite often dizzy. My liver has been acting up again and according to the doctor, there is need of changing my medication as well as for me to consider keeping a stricter diet. He also pointed out that with the new medication alcohol will be an absolute no-no. (It had been before, but until now I was able to "cheat" and partake of it on some occasions.).
Work on the other hand has been a blast. I have a personal assistant doing the paperwork for me now - this is due to the fact that I am going to spend 10 hours a week teaching. |
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